Chakras Spinning...

Mischief, a fangirl story enhanced with kundalini energy

Chakras spinning, kundalini rising.

Or is it a nervous system misfiring, causing euphoria? It's a mischief mystery...


Hey...just setting up this page gets the lights flashing throughout my being.

 

Chakras spinning, kundalini rising has always been a focus for me. Started young.

I can remember sitting in a bus station, about 20 yrs old. And passing the time until my ride came, with a kundalini meditation. The bus trip a trip.

I have no trouble hanging out in waiting rooms.

 

These past few months tho have been something else. 

Kundalini rising. 

Call it up! Or just be....

It's happening.

 

 


Kundalini.

Descriptions all over Mischief...

 

Chakras, kundalini. Do you believe that shit? Uuuh yes I do.

A useful description of energy moving. Which it does.

Energy rising, localizing, diffusing. 

Top ten tips to do that: 

1. Breathe 

2. Imagine a snake coiled at the base of your spine... wtf 

Can I imagine a, ummm, beam of light instead? Or, a bunch of little lights? 

Sure. Whatever works.

 

3. ... (Go ahead. Fill in. We all know some.)

 

Effects, these or whatever.

We say listen to your gut.

(Who's we?)

What does that space mean to you?

One way to see it, feel it...we all spiral, and move energy up, down, around, back up. For a lifetime. Unaware, or aware and deliberate about it... 


Changes in kundalini movement, chakra spinning, can be enhanced by awesome experiences, on-purpose meditations. And caused by intense serendipitous experiences. And trauma.

 

I've always asked the powers-that-be (the never ending inner me)

to keep me on the path of energy awakening gently, gradually. No hurry. Power of intention, eh?

(Cuz kundalini awakening can be sudden, and overwhelming. And can wreck you. For a spell.)

I've been on the path to self-realization (my version of god) since I was a teen. Awareness as a child.

 

However, things are speeding up, for a while.

And I feel...stimulated.

 

Music cranks it up a notch. Or smooths or soothes it. Or cranks it up.


Music to get a rise out of you...

 

This is a first chakra tune.

Safety, tribe.

I'll get the link to more, someone's work to link up music to the chakras...

 Maybe



Recognizing an awakening, a drop into a creative, personal space, is a reason I keep immersing in the mood and music.

Why stop? A hedonic and eudaimonic experience all wrapped up in one. Pleasure & meaning.

A lifetime throughline that has guided so many of my choices...

 

Right now it's pleasure laced with pain.

Part of my grief journey, an intensity workout. (For me)

 

Kundalini rising is contributing to increased fangirl behavior.

Causing mischief.

 

Sounds like a weather report.

I'll keep you updated on where those chakra energies are wreaking havoc. Maybe.

We're on a whim here.


What about this feeling I have when I wake at night? I'd like to offer myself up to science research.

Hook me up and tell me wtf is that not quite pain, not quite pleasure tingle, in different parts of my body.

Its pervasive, it moves, and moves when I do.

And no, it's not like "my foot's asleep". It's different.

These days I notice it as soon as I'm in bed and self aware. (Uh oh, before I go to bed now, anticipating...)

It's there when I wake from sleep, during the night and in the morning. And it's getting wild. 

 

Once I'm up and around, that awakened cell feeling I have is more distinctly pain or pleasure.

Interesting. More thoughts attached?

Background ache, heart clutching pain to mild pleasure, or all the way to euphoria

 

...and it's euphoria with an intensity range. 

 

 

So, I described all this to T, who's a PhD pain expert. 

She's like ya mom, trauma creates...yada yada.

(Hey ya. I've had trauma. Who hasn't eh?)

Bringing on the science to offer up more visuals to imagine the magic of lit cells. Buzzing.

Hey thanks! Grief trauma delivering more kundalini awakening. From my base to my fontanel. 

Who'da thunk? Unexpected affect of loss of a fav, a bias. 

 

 

 


 

...It's moving up.

We are used to a buzz that lights up our base right?

A couple of months ago the buzz hit my chest. 

I was experiencing lots of fond feelings and when I stopped to check origins...a feeling of heart aliveness.

 

(with a breath it flows up into the throat... Go with it. Who doesn't like to feel love?)

 

Let's experiece that for a while.

 

i love you so bad

Feelings of love? Heart chakra? Has listening to The Rose and their sweet songs been causal? an affect? ILYSB...



 

Now, after a spell of vertigo for days, my head, wut?

A soft pleasant feeling up here in my skull. I thought it was just from a good day yesterday, all day.

But it's here again today and I'm having trouble following processes.

Like the steps to make coffee. How to create a photo album. Things I do all the time. But it feels nice.

 

It's just that...it has a feeling of anticipation. Just like how it hits all my other chakras.

And my thought, again, how am I going to satisfy this exquisite feeling of anticipation...

It has familiar elements (pleasure has always been a guiding pursuit).

But I am at a place in my life that I have never been before. 

What are my coordinates? Where is this all going?

 

a life journey. art itself.

turn on the music. change the mood. or enhance it.

notice, where's my snake

uncoiling again, it's rising 

 

Navigate me. 

 

Where do we go from here?

How about my latest mind and body music obsessions?

 

or who's the talent creating cell buzz love in me these days?

Or...read on


Speaking of Euphoria... Just BTS's Jungkook here. His voice, euphoric. Jungkook. Getting high. 

Figuratively perhaps...and literally

i'm so happy till i can't breathe

 

Omg I could start a page here on the quick takes I get when I rest my focus on a guy...

Entertaining! Surprising! I am like a mind-body-love reader. Where's your lit. A chakra intuitive. 

I want to set up a gypsy tent and do readings.

Let me tell you what kind of love you do (or would)...

But I'm caught in my own warm daydreams.

 

Should I tell you what a focus on Jungkook brings up? 

It begins with a close slow dance...

Oh stop, one of me says. Who asked you?

But, don't you wanna know... GD's magic? omg

Or B.I's passion? yikes

1st I go into a trance state...

No! Not here, not now...

 

 

Let me distract myself with a link to a master chakra spinner. My guy Tae...

 


Hey, copying this post from my September 2021 Running Commentary page...definitely chakra spinning still happening.

No lessening. More... An update.

Zico, South Korean multi talent, connected
Zico, South Korean multi talent, connected

It's hard to describe the alertness, aliveness, sweetness 

that I feel from scalp to arches.

My brain feels like what marshmallows taste like.

Fucking hell. It's wildly sweet. And soft.

Day or night, music or quiet, whatever the position, action.

 

It's a background note when I'm interacting with humans. 

Humans in the flesh I mean, with me, or accessed on some device. Hello?

 

This constant cell shiver tho, drives me toward a focus that gives it attention and expression.

 

Daydreams, soma dance, myyoga, watching music videos are spaces of time in the present moment, for me.

Follow the music I do. Immerse, travel a path with heart, breathlessly. (You know that quote?)

Watching guys etc sing, move, play instruments, perform, feels causal.

But I experience the excited cells anyway.

 

I can move the excitement of the cells with my attention, with my breath, with soma moves. It's a trip! Skills!

 

Why Zico here? Comfort...

And my cells are on the move when I look at him. Watch him. Hear him.

He's magnetic. And my fangirl responds.

 

The I's in me, the cells in me. Move. Love.

 


Hey so, thinking of that feeling of anticipation, Our Song here again (on my Covers page)...

On first listening I stopped when the cello beat came on. And when I watched the whole thing I noticed the next set of bars, with the beat on the guitar added. Then a voiced crescendo. All awesome.

I noticed that I was anticipating that middle to end part and alerted myself to be mindful that...

Sometimes when we anticipate something, we move our attention to it. And take it off the present moment.

So, focus. Now.

Great pay off, focusing on this whole song.

From starting tone to last breath.

 

The ever-present-at-the-moment bliss.

 

Is wild, with all that focus. 

 

Anticipation is kind of like desire.

Connected, related. Intertwined.

Both give a sense of wanting completion... Reach, release

 

 

Lol so I can put these good ones on loops...focus, anticipation and completion coming in waves.

 



Recently, mid morning, I am telling T that I am as high as a kite.

T takes all my metaphors and turns them into some kind of science.

She asked... Do you mean you are feeling super euphoric

Exactly.

It feels like all my organs are outlined in light. Light I can feel.

(My throat, my heart, my skin...I begin scanning my parts)

After we talk pleasure chemicals and hormones we identify that I chose to experience this early on.

Part of my throughline.

Like, let's do bliss. As a life goal. I liked the sound of it. And I liked the feel of it...always real life glimpses, touches.

Like out in the meadow, or under the covers....

And now, this cells buzzing...this is bliss?

That's what it feels like. But with complexity.

  

So, let's do bliss. k?

Wild bliss?

Any...

 

And hey T, while we are thinking up good Tshirt memes, let's do that one.

 

complex bliss

 

Aaaand we are back to euphoric.

Super euphoric.

 

Makes me think of that feeling of immersing in cold water on a warm day.

That hit of such aliveness that you want to recoil.

It's so fxxking intense it could mean danger to the physical being.

It's okay. No danger.

Go ahead, give over to the intensity, and immerse. Stay. Move.

 

Anticipating the rush of euphoria when you leave the cold water.

Yaya...

 

If someone had said that feeling could become a 24/7 experience.... 

Did I ask for that? uuuh ya. Is it manifesting?

Or is it a nervous system glitch. 

 

Maybe I'm AI. A switch has turnd on. Where's my maintenance guy?

 

I'll call him tomorrow. 



Right now I'm busy discovering new talent. New to me. Gemini, Going...

Glide, drift


Does my doc qualify as a maintenance guy?

They have their own lingo.

He says, on hearing my description of what is happening....well, we don't want to pathologize this. :)

I love my people.

 

And S says...do you have a carbon monoxide detector? Maybe...

I LOVE MY PEOPLE!

 

I'm off to Canadian Tire.


Wanna go Home?

Listen to some 4th Gen? Lots of energy! And moody, like Gemini.

Wanna know the latest music I'm spending time with, with all this going on?

Besides this one...